Fill My Cup, Lord

I need some 2010

Dear Fernando,

Some excitement please hit me like a bong. It's been so dead in NYC. I guess it's because of the tease sunshine and the acid trip showers. This week I plan to do some major tasking to keep my time occupied. My two friends [Spliff & Pod] will be accompanying me, along with some other special guests. Sometimes it's good to be as one in a place filled with moving energies. You never know who you'll meet, who you'll see, and who has their eye on you. I also want some new atmosphere , I feel so suffocated in Stagnate Island. The lilac trees are blossoming, I must take a stroll down the historical town by the trees.

Too weird to live, To rare to die.

Dear Fernando,

Why can't we live how we want to? American , land of the free. I would think so because even though authority tries to put down the rules of society, we disobey ; Free World. No one on this earth knows really how we all are here . . living, breathing, energies. This is everyones world, why cant we live in harmony? Today was a very dismal, I blame it on the weather. It wasn't sunny but I felt the dark shades in the clouds looking down at me. I just hope tomorrow it won't be as dreary as today. How can I help the world without seeing the raw details ?

Oh Mr.Murderer

Dear Fernando,
I can't believe all the crap that people write about and put on the internet. No one cares about your 3 year old seed. Its great that you keep producing ugly toxic babies and bringing them into our overpopulated world. Its so wonderful how people can just give potential stalkers and mass murders information about their personal business. It makes it okay is you throw one of these in the end "=)". I hate this world and what it has become.

"We're all mad here".- Alice in Wonderland.

Zombie America

Dear Fernando,

I feel like the world is just a bunch of naked barbie and ken dolls living the same life. Like some communist foreign county. The faces of strangers are starting to look alike. I should just give everyone a name. The females will be called Jane and the males will be called Dick, that seems just about right. This is like living with zombies all the time. zombie robots. When they wake up they don't take a turn and say "Hey instead of showering first, I'm going to enjoy my morning coffee and take some blotter acid."I bet we would all love to do that but society has changed us. Not only the right to consume natural plants and illegal drugs, but the way people function everyday. Everything is ran on fucking computers that half the time crash and all your hard work is destroyed. Your life is gone. What ever happened to ever writing a letter ? E-mailing ? It sounds to cliche with this futuristic generation. The world is seriously coming to an end. Tiger Woods is on the front page of the newspaper. Doesn't anyone realize the reasoning for these ignorant topics on famous Dicks cheating on their wives, it's because of A)The government wants the people to focus on other peoples lives and forget about their own.B)Their everywhere on our telephones , email address, and outside our houses. The government is up to something and as we all know the United States government is the most corrupt. There hiding things from the people. The United States looks like it just got out of the backseat of a van. Everyone is broke, middle class don't exist, we haven't had a good president since Nixon and even he was a scandal. I don't know it is this something you can stomach or handle but unlike human nature I woke up and ate some blotter acid and searched around for the story behind America, the real perception of America. Thats something I haven't found today but I have a gut full of rum and its telling me that I should be on my way soon. On my way where you ask, on my way to find the significance of America.